There’s an old adage, “First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage.” Well just know I got this all mixed up in my own personal journey. But it’s all good. I’m so much more confident in the rerouting that has taken place in my life. While my steps may have needed some redirection, Gods plan never was out of order. It was truly his Providence and protection allowing passage to my purpose.
Booker T Washington wrote, “It is often providence that uses men and institutions to achieve purpose.” What is this providence? It’s Gods undeniable protective care in your life.
Here’s my story of God’s providence using me to achieve purpose.
About 7-8 months ago I was in a rut in my career. My career had run its course at my then employer and I knew God was about to call me into more. Didn’t quite know if I was supposed to keep working for someone or pursue my nonprofit or small publishing company full time. I just knew I was about to quit my job because I was so unfulfilled. Out the blue I received a text from an old church member saying there was an awesome position at her place of employment and she really felt God placed me on her heart. Mind you I hadn’t spoke to her for over 20+ years. I was intrigued and applied.
Four interviews later and God allowed me to see myself accepting the role. He showed me the office, people, and the leaders. It was horrible- moral was low, people were afraid, it was like walking into the lions den. Two nights later, He showed my life without accepting the job- I was still in my unfulfilled job, stagnant, and discouraged. So I took the job not truly understanding what I was walking into.
I walked into HELL! Strife, gossip, lying, back biting, discord, manipulative behaviors, fear, and brokenness were commonplace. I prayed and cried out to God that there was no way I could be on this site another day. Joshua and I agreed I would resign. But Gods providence didn’t bring me that far to leave me. God starting opening eyes, softening hearts, clearing roadblocks for me, and giving me the attitude that attracted favor. In a little less than 3 months, He’s allowed me to serve Him through my service and compassion towards others. He kept my professional and personal brand no matter what naysayers said about my abilities.
And why did He do it? Why did He do all this for me? I honestly don’t know. All that comes to mind is what Joseph said to his brothers after they had sold him into slavery,” You meant it for evil but God meant it for good. To save many people.” I don’t know why God is concerned about me. I don’t know why He answers my prayers and protects me. I just know He loves me and I’m a recipient of His grace. His amazing grace that has kept me for the saving of many people.